The Stone and the Man
The
fog that morning wasn't just a mist; it was a thick, grey blanket that muffled
the world, turning familiar trees into ghostly silhouettes and making the path
ahead a journey into the unknown. I had wandered far from the village, my steps
crunching on the frosted grass, when I first saw him. He was a dark shape
against the pale gloom, carrying a small lantern that cast a weak, wobbling
circle of light. At first, I thought he was trying to find his way, though the
lantern seemed more a symbol than a practical tool against such an impenetrable
fog.
As I drew closer, I could hear a low,
rhythmic murmur. He wasn't just walking; he was speaking in a language that was
both foreign and musical. The light of his lantern fell upon a massive monolith
of stone set upon a small, raised platform. It was smooth and black, shaped
into an oval with a flat top, and it sat there with an ancient, silent
authority. It was Shivalinga. I knew this from a dusty book in my grandfather's
library, though the image in my mind was nothing compared to the powerful,
stark reality of it.
I stopped a few feet away, watching the
man. He moved with a practiced grace, offering the lantern's light to the
stone, rubbing it with small drops of what looked like milk and placing a
single white flower at its base. He seemed utterly oblivious to the damp cold,
to the world, to me.
A strange feeling of superiority, born of
my own rigid beliefs, washed over me. I felt a smirk tug at my lips.
"Excuse me," I called out, my voice cutting through his chanting.
"But do you really think a rock will answer your prayers?"
He stopped. The silence that followed was
louder than his chanting had been. He turned slowly, and I saw his face for the
first time. It was old, weathered like the stone itself, but his eyes were
clear and sharp, holding a light that was far brighter than his lantern. He
didn't look angry. He looked… amused. And deeply, profoundly sad for me.
He was dressed in simple, homespun cotton,
and his skin was dark and wrinkled. He let out a soft sigh before he spoke, his
voice clear and strong. "Young man," he said, his gaze holding mine
with an unnerving steadiness. "I do not criticize the way you dress or
question your upbringing. You are a product of your world, as I am of mine.
Please, have the same courtesy for me, and let me be."
His
simple, profound dignity was like a bucket of cold water. The smirk vanished.
"I am sorry," I managed to stammer, feeling my cheeks burn. "I
didn't mean to offend you. It's just… I'm curious. Why do you worship a stone?
I was taught there is only one God, and He is certainly not that rock."
He
let out a low chuckle, but it wasn't mocking. It was the sound of a man who had
heard this question a thousand times. "My name is Pum," he said,
gesturing to the ground beside him. "Come. Sit. It is cold, but the fog is
burning off, and the sun will soon be kind."
Hesitantly,
I sat on the damp grass next to him. He turned back to the stone, not to pray,
but to speak to me. "See here, young man. The Supreme God you speak of… is
He not great, powerful, and just?"
"He
is," I said, defensively.
"And
He is everywhere, yes? The creator of all things?" Pum asked, his eyes
twinkling.
"Yes."
Pum
nodded slowly. "Then He is in the Himalayas, and in the deepest ocean. He
is in the heart of the sun, and in the smallest grain of sand. That makes Him
very far away, doesn't it? The distance is not measured in miles, but in the
vastness of His divinity. A God so great can feel so… far."
I
was silent. I had never thought of it that way.
Pum
gestured to the Shivalinga. "My God is here. Right here. This stone is not
God, young man. It is a home for Him. A symbol of His presence, a place where
His energy is concentrated for us. When I ask for rain to save my crops, I do
not pray to the distant, unapproachable Supreme Being. I pray to the Shiva who
resides here, the Mahadev who is my guardian. He has never let me down. He is
not a distant, severe judge. He is a fierce warrior who protects us, a
passionate lover who is devoted to his wife, and a dancer whose energy creates
and destroys the universe."
He
turned to me, his eyes burning with a quiet intensity. "You called Him a
stone. I call Him home. You see a lifeless rock. I see a living God. It is not
the stone that is important. It is what it represents to the heart of the
believer."
He
paused, and a single ray of sunlight broke through the dissipating fog,
striking the top of the Shivalinga and making it gleam. It was a breathtaking
sight.
"Your
mind tells you this is just a stone, and you are right," Pum continued,
his voice softening. "But my mind tells me it is a portal to the divine,
and I am also right. The mind is a powerful thing, young man. You can use it to
lock yourself in a tiny box of your own making, where everything that doesn't
fit is wrong. Or, you can use it to open a window and see the infinite
possibilities of the world, like the Shiva I see here. If you make your mind
your servant, it will serve you. If you let it become your master, that same
mind will destroy you, by making you blind to the truth that exists in the
hearts of others."
He
stood up, brushing the grass from his clothes, and with a final nod to the
stone, he picked up his lantern. "The sun is up. The fog is gone. It is
time to go. You have your path, and I have mine. But remember what I said,
young man. Remember the stone, and the man who saw God in it."
Sham
Misri
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